What Raw Materials Go Into Making Particles & The Building Blocks Of The Cosmos!?

I have another intriguing Question going on in my mind!!! So here: "Does our own consciousness affect reality, beyond just that which is due to our perception?" In other words, I'm not just saying something like "Well yeah, it affects other people's emotions and well being, as well as your action are shaped by you consciousness "; obviously, it is the consciousness that propels us, or influences us, into making decision that therefore change reality by us physically manipulating it. However, if we are for whatever reason unable to do so, then are we out of luck? Why is the universe so limited? Why is it so that we can't juts think something and it will propel a change in reality that would fo beyond just that of our physical ability? Why can't we ever obtain the supernatural abilities that we were always meant to obtain?! After all, I have already mentioned before and tried to draw people's attention towards the possible fact that nature itself comes from "something", another realm- one that has a much deeper meaning to the universe as a whole- just as everything artificial, or man made, comes from nature. And what we notice in today's world is the constant draw of many many people, and probably most all of the world population, to pay more attention to the things given to us, that is, everything that has been taken from nature and transformed into products. Yet many people also tend to live primitive lives in this world. And yet those are the people who are usually more attuned, or closer, to nature. They tend to stay away from things that are not organic, for instance. That would be one of the benefits to the natural way of life. Yet, if you are reading this right now, you are probably still missing out on the point of the whole post. For we need to have the desire to strive to be closer not just to nature itself, yet we need to strive to become ever closer to the realm from which nature originates. Nature would include everything in the universe. Atoms, particles, and everything in the microscopic universe of things, has been produced; not by human means. Yet all of those things can still be considered products; and they originate from an unknown realm. This is the realm...of the supernatural! Or, could it be something else? If the materials from which artificial products here on Earth are made from nature, then what could we discover further?; The particles of this universe, are they not made from raw materials as well? Yet this leaves us with an absolutely mind boggling question: Where do these materials come from? And where does the source of all of these things originate? This is an incredibly interesting question. And a close minded person could not have possibly devised such a question...right?